| I'm screwed
For everything
Exams
Music
Life
I actually want O levels now, back to Singapore where all the stress will take over me.
I shouldn't have started bass, I shouldn't have started anything.
Why is it that I constantly cause problems.
I know I don't tell you whatever that happens.
Like how I didn't get a single E in music
Like how I screwed up chem titration
Like how I just want to get out of here and go to Wellington for uni instead.
I think I should just go and die and disappear
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| Dear bio,
I really hate you. Can I just skip all the papers? You're giving me a headache and my head feels like it's going to burst and I don't think I can continue on doing it. I need to burn you.
Why do you contain so much information. Why is it that there is no other way in studying bio other than memorising.
My brain can't remember things, I'm suffering from Dementia.
bio please go away
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| "I want to play music too"
such a nice book :) I would want one of those as well. Just reminded me of something.
I hope next year will be a good year to keep memories, being a leader, being in the last year of high school. Music will be fun! I'm really looking forward to working together with the other leaders to make Epsom Music even better and even more well known.
Thanks to all the year 13s who are just INCREDIBLE and AMAZING. All the best for the future in whatever you do and who knows we'll be able to see each other again :D Good luck for exams!
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| what have I done.
honestly. seriously. have I made the wrong decision
I have to admit that today was one of the worst days ever.
The bus had to break down and I was late. Bad enough start, I knew it was going to get worse.
Had music first, got all my results back for all the assessments. Didn't get a single Excellence. Cried through the whole day, didn't feel like talking to anyone, swimming actually pulled me up a bit. Sports does wonders.
My burette started leaking during chem titration practical, had to wait to get another one, nearly screwed up cos I couldn't stop crying thinking about my useless results from music.
I feel like crying as I'm typing this. I really should stop.
anyways, thanks everyone who tried to cheer me up :) I really appreciate it. All of you are just awesome 
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me and jo yee were so happy that we couldn't concentrate. but i'm glad i was the first one to get E for the test :) can't believe i actually got the qn right. it was so much algebra though, substituting this and that. 